oouuhhhh i haventjng been ranting here..... i really have notthing anyways LMAOO

i actually hate being called "wife" or something a round that by nyone and my friends , even if its platonic . if i approve of it im definitely fine with it ; but if my bitchass keeps on syaing were arent together , we really arent brah it pisses me off coz ive made ut so obvious many times , like no i or my perosna wouldnt be with yiu or ur persona !!!!!!!!! Ive been making it so obvious that indont like shipping my ocs with anyones at all ( 1 being an exception which is my roblox myth oc ) if u ever ask me if they should or wiuld be together and i say no , i dont care if its one sided its still a no,, i dont want them to be shipped at all , i dont care how close of a species they are i dont care if theyre both skinwalkers or something obviously im ok with them being friends cause like i love my ocs to have friends but a relationship is just not it this is very heavily targetted ro one of my close friend ) which i will not be name dropping ) i just really hate it so much itsvkind of obvious i dont want to ,,,,,,

just left another app,,, AGAIN iys reasonable thi coz the community have literally been becoming toxic and ive been seeing people literally posting non-art related stuff and also stealing other peoples art , it pmo ive been wanting to leave the app bcuz ive also seen many other people leave it due to the same reasons and also coz the app has NOT been updating its so dead + the moderation absolutely suck,,,, of course im not name dropping the app i really dont care much for it anyways

OK NY PLANS GOT CANCELLED THANK THE GODS I just wanted to celebrate my anniv with chuuya 🥹🥹🥹 i think i can draw doodles only tho highkey just pretty much lazy today since i just finished a drawing last night heh

todays my 100 day anniv with chuuya !!!!!!11!!!!!!!1 im about to be busy today so i probably cant draw me & him . . . . i think ill be able to do a late one (maybe tomorrow) tho coz in another timezone its still the 29

why didnt the font work whatever bro

i [/I]HAATTTEEE[/I] havving a bunch of popular f/o's like yea sure , i might vbe getting a bunch of content lmerch but at the same fucjing time ill literally be seeing the canonxcanon ships of f/o and / or the other yumes of f/o almost EVERYDAY i know its my fault liking0 them knowing that ill see those content of them coz theyre popular but its aplso the fuckibg worsseseeee this is so fucking shit

I FEEL SO UNMOTIVATED WHEN DRAWING GOD HELP ME i have so many drawing ideas but i cant for the life of me draw ; like my thumbs r too lazy to work . . . auuhghhghhh fuck my lifeeee I LITERALLY NEED TO POST GODDAMNIT I CANT DO DOODLES THOSE SUCK ASS if only i had a pen and an ipad i might have worked faster

i dont think anyone would understand the love i have for chuuya like i feel so many strong emotions especially affection , like YES i teared up when i saw him , i absofrigginlutely LOVE HIM this also goes for my other f/o's except i can only feel these emotions when theyre my #1 hyperfix at the moment anyways , im thinking of designing my phone into b&w chuuya theme heh... i want to scream my love for chuuya but since my mother is quite literally in the same room literally everytime ( unless shes going somewhere ) i cant so this is so sad coz at the same time i dont have a room of my own and i cant decorate it with chuuya posters AUGH

my mother just told me that my grandpa thst I have not heard from for so long , said that one of my uncle's is planning to bring me , my sister and my cousin to the mall at saturday (which is tmr) 👀👀👀👀 im not too enthusiastic abiut it coz i havent seen any of my uncle's / aunt's for so long BUT i also literally havent been outside since for 4 months so I rlly need to go out LOL ( YES i havent been / didn't go to school this sy , i needed a mental break from school (~_~ ; but i will go back next sy ) the only thing im excited about is being able to buy some stuff and maybe asking my uncle to buy me stuff that r from online games 😳😳😳😳/hj also , VERY unrelated to wtv I'm literally talking abt rn , the day I'm going to the mall is when how long I've loved one of my f/o's reach a 100 . . . . I think i can pretend that f/o is there ig . . ! ( like yes me n f/o r totally in a date for our 100 day anniv ! )

things i rlly do not like being a secretive yume ( smc not included , but I have already privated every drawings of me & him ) is that I have to refer every single one of my f/o's when im talking abt them to just “f/o” ; it's not a big of a deal bcuz i can atleast express my love for f/o on other social medias ( + mostly tiktok ) and my close friends , but its also that i cant post abt them in fb too coz i have oomfs in there that are nonsharing of f/o (+ also perchance have the yumes of f/o on a dni list? im not too sure..) and like , i love all my oomfs so which is why im like super secretive and conscious abt my f/o's around my oomfs in fb